Learn to be less boring? Yeah well fck you too (:
I think, I’ve decided.
I’ll trust. And when I do, I’ll give it my all. And I won’t let you down, promise.
Now, I’ll just pray you keep to your word. Cause if you don’t, and once I start falling, even you can’t save me.
Year 08’s for us. I must say, I have no regrets with all we’ve been through (: it’s a pretty damn good feeling when you think about it. Please don’t fail me please don’t.
To us ♥
To devote all trust to someone, i don’t know, to some people may seem of a small affair. Easy.
But what happens when that trust is abused? To some people, i guess that too, may be seen as a mere tiny affair. Nothing too significant, to be worried about.
Teach me how to trust.
For I am trying,
trying hard.
For I can’t.
happened once didn’t expect it happening again.
you have no idea how much i’ve been through with these people.
you have no fuckin clue.
but you know what, life’s unfair so suck it up and deal with it.
you give me everything i could ever ask for, and then take it all away for no apparent reason. so sudden.
to see her cry like that, to hear him sound that way.
you know that feeling, when you can’t do a single fuckin thing about it? that pathetic resounding voice that screams at you, there is nothing you can do. you’re fuckin helpless.
fuck you all. this is a fuckin joke, that’s what it is.
you let me experience what real happiness feels like, and then blithely rip it away from me, just like that.
TO GO OUT TONIGHT! PARTAYYY
but, by all means shall i refrain myself from doing so. Fighting temptation ain’t easy, i’ll tell you that, cause, lol by all means am i one to most likely ignore what i just said before.
there’s some gig happenin up K Road 2nite, but no tickets, so no go. i’ll settle for regular margi’s, i actually like that place, despite what people may say. Yes, I will agree to the fact that the chicks there whores but that’s besides the point. The point is, i am girl. So that, in no way influences/affects me, thank god.
I, as a humane sensible being, like all others, appreciate music. I go FOR the music. Now i wonder if Mr. Good-Looking will happen to be there, again, 2nite…
Bought new swimwear. It’s a one-piece this time, and i love it! 
tehehe! and woopsy doos i really need to go out, if not tonight then tmr. maybe both, god if anyone cares exams are ovaaaa!
Need. Help. Tidying. Room. Up.
Moving bak home next week. And well, my room is a mission. And i don’t know what to do. Dear Santa, i wish for a giant swallowing beast of a vacuum cleaning monster, cause i really don’t know what to do with all my shit. T T
YUM CHAR TMR WITH PATRICK AND LISA AND YOOU mmmmmmmmm yummmm. Weather betta be flippin awesome we’re having Christmas at the Zoo in the evening. damn Auckland weather fucks me off sometimes constant unpredictable showers.
-off to tidy room up. I GET TO DRIVE IN A WEEK’S TIME. YEEEEHARRR
