Indefinable. Me.

I’m exhausted. But feelin’ pumped YEAH! lol. Even though life’s been pretty hectic, it’s good.

That’s right. It’s all good  : )

Damn man what ever happened to all the comments?!
Make me saddie :’(

Stinges…. Yeah you heard me, STINGES! Na jokes ;p

I had a dream, that i was back home in M’sia. Very vivid. Nearly died of a heart-attack to find Yoou sleepin next to me, until of course, i clicked.
I MISS SIEW PAW! And MY ROTI BOM OMGGGG and SATAYS they do such shit ones here. AND YONG TAU FU and that chao kwei tiao place just down the road AND OMG THE YUMMY DIM SUMS WE GET UP IN KL though we get waayyy better ones here but at least back home i don’t needa pay :ppp

Yoou wants me to visit her in Thailand at the end of the year. PHUKETTTTT (they have more hot white boys there than what i get here in Auckland, how gay is that?) I really really really hope i get to goooooo…. prob gettin special treatment etc, seeing how her daddy’s real loaded. i wanna gooo… T.T

I realize i’ve got this thing with food, where i simply cannot stop eating. No, like seriously. Hmmmmmmm. Just a brief run through of today’s meal:

Breakfast:
- toast with tuna
- a mandarin
- a banana
- cereal with milk and nuts

Lunch:
- beef and vege sandwich
- an iced soy chai latte
- hot chips
- movernpick ice-cream
- 2 and a half packets of chocolate maltesers things (which was yuck but i finished it anyways)
- a yogurt
- another mandarin

Dinner:
IM STILL WAITING FOR IT HOMESTAY NOT BACK YET IT’S ALREADY 7.21PM RARRRRRRRHHH!

I have physics on Tuesday! YAY! And if my memory serves me well, i’m quite sure i’ve briefly mentioned before, my physics teacher’s magnificent capability at teaching. It’s so good, that i now require to learn out of a study guide (which i am yet to get, which means i’m pretty much screwed for tomorrow. OH WELL), cause yeah, she’s just so insanely brilliant at sending the message across.

In 2 weeks time, it’s our ball! Which also means, in 2 weeks time, i have my eco assignment and my eng seminar due……………… T.T

Im not exactly liking Yr 13. Uhhhhh. I don’t see why they expect soo much out of us. We are only entering uni next year…. *du du du*

Raph’s 20th was a bit of a let down as well. Uh… Expected more that night. Friendly gathering but, meh… i didn’t want a friendly gathering. I wanted a partayyy. Ended up falling asleep after a few drinks (yeah how great does that sound). And fuck eco and eng in 2 weeks?!? I’ll go have a cry in a while.

I had celery sticks and dip for lunch. Yuck. Seriously, who eats that stuff? I want a break from all this…

when you think you’ve been given a second chance,
when you think you’ve found it,

sometimes,
everyone else disapproves.

at least,
when i think about it, at least one person doesn’t.
me.