Indefinable. Me.

Feelin melancholy ain’t fun. Yeah, I’ve been in a real shitty mood lately. I mean, for god’s sake, it’s the last few days of the Easter Break, and yet, I’d rather barricade myself in my room, doing my continuous sit-ups.

I can’t help but feel highly annoyed. Mostly, I blame the music industry for creating emotional music. It puts you in a trance which literally drowns you with depressing feelings, almost odious. Yet, I could go on and on extolling on how great songs like “We Are One Tonight” by Switchfoot and “You’re All I Have” by Snow Patrol really are. Reason Two, it pisses me off every time it hits me that I’ll be waiting for another two whole months till I get a fucking laptop of my own. I have been deprived of easy access to the internet for nearly 3 months now, and honestly, it’s starting to get to me.

I just feel so tired behaving in such a nonchalance manner, it’s disturbing. I feel obliterated, and I hate it.